:( where did I go wrong...*crying*

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I know no one wants to here me blabber about my life...but I have to get this out..I got in a fight with my bf and then he said were over..it was a stupid fight realy...then he sid that hed have to think about us and things he has to think about...then he just loged off IM without saying good bye or anything...if you realy love a person dont you think that you would stay with them no matter what problems you should face...this is the reason I dont trust I get close to someone and then they brake me..this happens over and over..I feel worthless rejected and I have this empty feeling inside...I dont wanna feel this way but life seems pointless to me... I want to cut this all away do bad but I know that wont acomplish anything...I just need comfort but it seems no one truely cares.. so maybe I should just die.. I know none of you probly care..I just needed to get this out... I guess I am worthless and only worthy of extermination...

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thats not useful unless you can kill me with it...or heal me...nither are possible...

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There are others, if he acted that way then it’s better if you are not with him, whilst i know it can be hard you have to think of it as weeding out those that are not destined for you, so you are left with the one person you can spend your life with.

Quiting half way through the game won’t help.

Last edited 17 Mar 2007 12:55 pm by NEREVAR117

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I need a hug...I need some one to truely love me...but I dont see true love..I dont feel it exists...

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*hugs*

and a cookie
always helps

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i think you should think about all that has happened long and hard then talk to him. I can;t tell you whether or not to dump his ass and get over it. Only you can do that. Just follow your heart.

It’ll be alright.

Don’t feel you’re worthless Cause you’re not. If you ever need to talk I’ll listen just PM or something. Hope that helped a little. *Hugs Skittles, Pats Skittles on the Back* TTYL.

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Don’t cry over someone that won’t cry over you.

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^^^

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*HUGS*
I thought he oved me but looks like no one can...

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then he doesn’t really love you

and its because you keep bumping that cookie jar topic
just let it die

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Don’t go emo on us. We don’t need another one of those.

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.....dont be mad because people like the cookie jar...
emo? barely...

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Ugh. I’m going to stay out of this. However, I will give you some advice that I’ve given to everyone I know that has “considered” suicide.

You’re going to get sad. Shit will happen to you. That’s life. But remember, you do NOT have worse problems than everyone else. There are people out there with no limbs, no homes, no clothes, no food, and you don’t hear them complain. No. They live with it and try to do the best they can. Losing a boyfriend or whatever is absolutely no reason to be “worthy of extermination”. That’s bullshit. What you need to understand is that most of the people in the world are assholes that are going to do something that will most likely hurt you. But what you do is instead of letting these things make you more sensitive, you need to let them de-sensitize you. I’ve had plenty of shit go on in my life, such as finding out about my 3 (I think) year old half sister when she’s almost 2 BEFORE my parents are divorced. Then there’s the fact that my brother has a mental impairment that will mean he can’t live a normal life and that he will always need someone taking care of him.

But do I go around saying how miserable I am? No. I don’t let it get to me. Shit happens. Step around it and keep going. Don’t let things get at you, it’ll just make you feel worse.

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I know people have it worse than me...no matter how bad you think your life is theres people out there who have it ten times worse... I just been hurt over and over and my heart wont heal...fuck love...

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No. Wrong. Love is one of they few things that can make you feel better. But you need to understand that most likely, if you get a boyfriend he’s going to be shallow. What you need to do is find someone who likes you for your personality. Not for your appearance, and not because they think you’re smart, fast, strong, whatever. It’s all about personality. If he doesn’t like that part of you, then tell him he can go fuck himself. You can always do better. Just hang in there until you find someone who genuinely cares for you and you think you could probably grow old with. Until you find that guy, be ready for breakups and such. It happens. Doesn’t mean you can’t be upset. Hell, if my girlfriend dumped me, I don’t know how miserable I’d be. But I wouldn’t kill myself. I’d simply pick up the pieces and move on. It’d be hard, but I’d find a way to do it.

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yeah...I know your right but its so hard...for him to leave me over something stupid...

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Weather the storm, everything heals with time, keep that in mind.

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*hugs*
I guess this would be influenced by what the fight was over and how long you’ve been together. Sometimes fights are good bc they make you stronger, personally i have never fought with my bf after about 2 months of dating and 4.5 years of knowing each other and that scares me bc it feels like it isnt real
i guess what i am trying to say is how much do you care about this boy?
can you “Fuck love” is that because you dont want to be hurt, i understand that, the closer i get to my bf the more i want to break up with him, maybe out of fear of getting hurt
but i think what you really need to do is talk to him in person
it is a lot easier sometimes for people to say things they shouldnt over the computer so i dont suggest furthering this on aim
i am sorry i am not really sure how to help but i do care
and suicide/dying is not the answer





if it is something stupid he may not have been in the right frame of mind and didnt mean what he said
he may have been having a bad day and took it out on you or something
b4 doing anything drastic you should speak with him

Last edited 17 Mar 2007 04:47 pm by rocker chick

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crying is bad!